i fear that i am ordinary, just like everyone
to lie here and die among the sorrows
adrift among the days
for everything i ever said
and everything i've ever done is gone and dead
as all things must surely have to end
and great loves will one day have to part
i know that i am meant for this world
my life has been extraordinary
blessed and cursed and won
time heals but i'm forever broken
by and by the way...
have you ever heard the words
i'm singing in these song?
it's for the girl i've loved all along
can a taste of love be so wrong
as all things must surely have to end
and great loves will one day have to part
i know that i am meant for this world
and in my mind as i was floating
far above the clouds
some children laughed i'd fall for certain
for thinking that i'd last forever
but i knew exactly where i was
and i knew the meaning of it all
and i knew the the distance to the sun
and i knew the echo that is love
and i knew the secrets in your spires
and i knew the emptiness of youth
and i knew the solitude of heart
and i knew the murmurs of the soul
and the world is drawn into your hands
and the world is etched upon your heart
and the world so hard to understand
is the world you can't live without
and i knew the silence of the world

Muzzle   (early lyrics 1)
Muzzle   (early lyrics 2)
Muzzle   (early lyrics 3)
Muzzle   (partial early handwritten lyrics)

Mar - Aug 1995 - Chicago Recording Company
31 May 1995 - Chicago Recording Company (Sequence IV)
Aug 1995 - Village Recorder

Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness (x2)   (buy )
The Aeroplane Flies High   (buy )
Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness (promo)
Muzzle (promo)
WPC: 'Neath the Darkest Eves: The Complete Sessions
A Very Special Tribute to Smashing Pumpkins   (buy )
Albanopumpkins - Mellon Collie and the Infinite Power

1997
Acousticollie And The Infinite Outtakes
Atomic Energy
Beautiful As The Sun
Benefit With Beautiful People
The Berlin Bullet
Dawn
Despite All Our Rage, We're Just Like Rats In A Cage
Exit Mellon Collie
Festive
The GM Place (x2)
Kick Start 96
Knock on Wood
KROQ Almost Acoustic Christmas
Mellow, Jolly And The Infinite Madness
Rocknight
The Second To Last Gig Ever!
Secret Destroyers
Secrets Of Your Dreams
Sequence IV
SlapHead's Revenge
Squashed Zucchini
Thank You For Participating (x2)
Tune in, Turn On, Rawk Out
Turpentine Kisses
Turtles on Drugs
(We Salute You) Naked Man

total: 37 (8 on official releases, 29 boots)

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Billy Corgan