wishing you were real
so i could wish you mine
wishing you were real
i cling to all that is divine

my woman lies with the dewdrops
my courage with the stars
wishing you were real
so i could spy you from afar

aimed at her myths of horseflies
and spider eyes
spun to her gilded webs of hope
and mercy crimes

wishing you were real
so i could wish you mine
wishing you were real
i cling to all that is divine

wishing you were real
wishing you were real

we'll take our secrets to the grave
safely held beneath the thoughts
the secrets will be lost
while i'm forever not yours

i'm wishing you were real
my face is blistered true
wishing you were real
so that i could always wish for you

wishing you were real
wishing you were real
wishing you were real
wishing you were real
wishing you were real

Fall 1994 - Sadlands (Billy's house)

Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness   (buy )

Acousticollie And The Infinite Outtakes
Billy's Home Demos
Demos & Outtakes From Mellon Collie & The Infinite Sadness
Knock on Wood
MCIS Demos I
The Mellon Collie Demos

1995885

Billy Corgan

MCIS demo. Although the BMI entry does not list the "Real" as part of the title, the track on the MCIS re-issue does.