she didn't wanna be, she didn't wanna know
she couldn't run away cause she was crazy
she gave it all away, she saw her baby break
and in the air it hung that she was dull razors
and i said, i wanna fill you up, i wanna break you, i wanna give you up
from one another, another one should come to one another
no one should come between us
still i was lonely, and she was by my side, my one and only
knows that she could never hide
i couldn't feel her, and it was just a game,
cause i was lonely and she was crazy
rat-tat-tat, ka boom boom, now take that, and just a bit of this
cause i'm a watcher, and i'm a doer of none
come to save you, cause you're all mine
i hurt where i can't feel, i feel where i can't hurt
i know where i can't know, i bleed for me and mine
ka-boom, a rat-tat-tat, and some good ole bliss
cause i'm a sister, and i'm a motherfuck
i am made of shamrocks, i am made of stern stuff
i am never enough, i am the forgotten child
and i said i wanna fill you up, i wanna break you, i wanna give you up
from one another, no one should ever come
in between us, between us and our love
mary had a little lamb, her face was white as snow
and everywhere that mary went i was sure to go
now mary's got a problem, and mary's not a stupid girl
mary's got some deep shit, and mary does not forget
and this is how mary's garden grows, and this is how mary has her ghosts
and into the eyes of the jackyl i say ka-boom
now we begin descent, to where we've never been
there is no going back, this wasn't meant to last
this is a hell on earth, we are meant to serve
and she will never learn
bye bye, baby goodbye

X.Y.U.   (1998/10/31)
X.Y.U. (Take 11)   (MCIS Deluxe Re-Issue alt. lyrics)

Mar 1995 - Pumpkinland
Mar - Aug 1995 - Chicago Recording Company
Aug 1995 - Village Recorder

Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness (x3)   (buy )
The Aeroplane Flies High (x2)   (buy )
Adore   (buy )
Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness (promo)
Oceania 3D in NYC   (buy )
Albanopumpkins - Mellon Collie and the Infinite Power

1997
666
Benefit With Beautiful People
The Berlin Bullet
Billy The Kid
Blackout
Butterfly Wings
California Nightmare
Dawn
Despite All Our Rage, We're Just Like Rats In A Cage
Disconnect
Do The Riot Thing
Dusk
Enough Power To Play
Exit Mellon Collie
Exit Under Burning Skies
Festive (x2)
The Friends & Enemies of Modern Music
The GM Place
Happy Halloween
In The Belly Of The Beast
Kick Start 96
Live At Reading '95
Live Bait
The Live Divine
Mellon Collie at the Max
New Songs - Smashing Pumpkins Live At The Riviera
The Original F.E.M.M Tape
Redrum
Rocknight
Secrets Of Your Dreams
Shoot Out The Lights
SlapHead's Revenge
Sorrow and Pity
Squashed Zucchini
Starlight
Thank You For Participating
Turtles on Drugs
Twilight - (Moonraker)
Twilight
Vast Oceans
(We Salute You) Naked Man
The World Is A Vampire - (Oxygen)
Wrapped Up In The Pleasures Of The World

total: 54 (9 on official releases, 45 boots)

iTunes

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