and i saw right through
and though i knew
you know it suits me well
i wait for you
i dream about you

you know it suits me well
bound by your leaving

i'd since forgotten
i knew it then
but then i closed my mind
to truth, the awful
the awful words

you know my hands are tied
bound by your leaving
you know my hands are tied
wishing you were by my side

you know it suits me well
bound by your leaving
you know my hands are tied
wishing you were by my side

well it seems to show
only when i'm alone
all alone
only when i'm all alone
it suits me well

The Vigil   (alternate)
The Vigil   (acoustic demo)

1988 - Billy's father's home studio

Nothing Ever Changes

The Marked unknown tape (x2)
Nothing Ever Changes

A very early Smashing Pumpkins demo.