"The reason I wrote Disarm was because, I didn't have the guts to kill my parents, so I thought I'd get back at them through song. And rather then have an angry, angry, angry violent song I'd thought I'd write something beautiful and make them realize what tender feelings I have in my heart, and make them feel really bad for treating me like shit."

-Billy Corgan (1993, Rage TV Program - Australia)

Disarm you with a smile
And cut you like you want me to
Cut that little child
Inside of me and such a part of you
Ooh, the years burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my choice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

Disarm you with a smile
And leave you like they left me here
To wither in denial
The bitterness of one who's left alone
Ooh, the years burn
Ooh, the years burn, burn, burn

I used to be a little boy
So old in my shoes
And what I choose is my voice
What's a boy supposed to do?
The killer in me is the killer in you
My love
I send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you
The killer in me is the killer in you
Send this smile over to you

Disarm   (Demo)

Fall 1992 - Chicago Studio [?]
Dec 1992 - Mar 1993 - Triclops Sound Studios
September 12, 1993 - BBC Studios (London, UK)

Siamese Dream (x3)   (buy )
Disarm   (buy )
Siamese Singles
Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness   (buy )
Greatest Hits (Rotten Apples)   (buy )
Earphoria   (buy )
Rarities and B-Sides (x2)   (buy )
Siamese Dream (promo)
Siamese Sampler (promo)
Disarm (promo)
Earphoria (promo)
Live in Chicago (promo)
(Promotional Music Video Tapes) (promo)
The Smashing Pumpkins 1991-1998 (promo)
7 Track Machina Promo - Unnamed (promo)   (buy )
23 Minutes
Vieuphoria   (buy )
Greatest Hits Video Collection: 1991-2000 (x2)   (buy )
The Videos (promo)
Oceania 3D in NYC   (buy )
The Sound of Hut
Now That's What I Call Music! Volume 27
London By Day - Live at the BBC - Dec 5th, 2014
A Gothic Industrial Tribute to the Smashing Pumpkins   (buy )
Midnight In The Patch : Tribute to the Smashing Pumpkins   (buy )
A Very Special Tribute to Smashing Pumpkins   (buy )
Shot Full of Diamonds: A Tribute to The Smashing Pumpkins
Ghost Children: A Tribute To The Smashing Pumpkins
Rockabye Baby! Lullaby Renditions of Smashing Pumpkins   (buy )
Karaoke in the Style of Smashing Pumpkins (x2)   (buy )
The Civil Wars - iTunes Live SXSW
Janus - Winterreise
Paper Crows - Build EP   (buy )
Rocksmith 2014   (buy )

1997
3 Feet High
4/12/1994 + candles set
Acoustic Daze
Acoustic Series (x2)
The Aeroplane Flies Underground (x3)
The Age Of Innocence
A La Mode Vol. 2
Astoria '94
Atomic Energy
Beautiful As The Sun
The Berlin Bullet
Billy Don't Be A Hero
Billy The Kid
Blackout
The Black Sessions (Sangatte)
Black Sessions (Alley Kat)
Brixton
Brixton
Butterfly Wings
The Cutting Edge (x2)
Dawn
Despite All Our Rage, We're Just Like Rats In A Cage
Disarm the Pumpkins (x2)
Disconnect
Do The Riot Thing
Dream
Drown
Dusk
Earphoria
Electronic Overload
Enough Power To Play
Europe 1994
Exit Under Burning Skies
Feeling Like a Smashed Pumpkin
The GM Place
The Greatest Day
Halloween Party (x2)
Halloween Tools
Hot Lolla!
In The Belly Of The Beast
Kick Start 96
A Kiss of This
KROQ Almost Acoustic Christmas
Live At Reading '95
Live in Chicago 95
Live U.S.A.
London 1994
Mashed Potatoes
Mayonaise Dream (x4)
May We Have A Record Contract, Please?
Mellon Collie and the Infinite Ga Ga Goo Goo
Mellon Collie at the Max
Melodies
New Songs - Smashing Pumpkins Live At The Riviera
Pluggelectric (x2)
Quiet and Other Songs
Reading Festival 1995
Redrum
Rhinoceros Daydreams
Rhinocerous
Rocknight
Sad Thoughts - Live Sounds
The Second To Last Gig Ever!
Secrets Of Your Dreams
Shoot Out The Lights
SlapHead's Revenge
Smashing Pumpkins - Live (x3)
Smashing the Puppets
Sorrow and Pity
Spaceboy (x2)
Spaceboy (cover with baby and pumpkin)
Spaceboys (x2)
Space Boys (x4)
Spaceboys (cover with baby and pumpkin)
Squashed Zucchini
Starlight
Sunshine of Your Love
Thank You For Participating (x2)
There Is No God
Turpentine Kisses
Turtles on Drugs
Twilight - (Moonraker)
Twilight
Unbereable
Unplugged (100% Pure Acoustic Performances)
(untitled)
Vast Oceans
Versions (x3)
Wanna Go For A Ride
We Are From Another Planet
(We Salute You) Naked Man
Whatever (x3)
The World Is A Vampire - (Diverse)
Wrapped Up In The Pleasures Of The World
Zero Gravity

total: 157 (39 on official releases, 118 boots)

iTunes

1776748

Billy Corgan